Monday, February 13

Hectic day. Making sure I got everything sorted out so we can start shooting the first of the first year video projects.

Finding it hard to get by without any money at the moment. I got the loan I was going for but it's not going to come for days... It's going to be tough scratching around for petrol money etc. for another week. But I've been doing that kind of thing for years. I'm getting kind of good at it. That doesn't mean I like it, but I can do it.

Anyway, I'm fine. Sounds bleak but it really isn't. Ever since I decided to make this film, everything is fine. It doesn't matter what goes on in my life I have this thick wad of paper on my desk with 80 pages and lots of original and entertaining words on them. Yes, I've written a whole full length feature screenplay, and that means more to me than almost anything I've ever done. I'm so jazzed about even finishing it that I don't care if I never get to make it. I'm planning to, but I'm not scared either way. I've gotten further towards my dream than I've ever got so I'm just so happy about that that everything else seems totally insignificant.